Wednesday
Heya all,
I realised why I was a little too worked out with the pei pei incident. Just before that incident, I was in school having poetry lessons. We intereptated the poem "lena and the swan", where the swan rape lena. Sounds reallie werid huh. On top of that the 2 chapters for pyschology are on soical congnitation - mating ... and blar blar! - Get the point
Plus, I haven't been sleeping well. Stressed up with YIG camp. [ YES it's going to be FUN]! And school. I have 3 assignments to hand in (consumer behavior project and individual assignment, poetry)... Bond practices that I'm confuse with!
The worst problem is rephasing the works of others. It's not very nice to be rephasing everything. [I may change whatever she means and most of all, I might just hurt her feelings]. The fact is that ... her illustration and analogy reallie sucks. Almost like story telling.. IN a way that I don't quite understand what she means. HELP!!! - reallie feel like crying, Goodness me!
REallie tons of work to do - When Val asked me if I praticed - Err no! I would rather take that time to sleep! Seriously. - I have half my mind on the camp... and school! YEAH, I forgot my VIOLIn lesson... Gavette! that song that I have no inspiration playing. With respects to violin, I prefer playing quality sound that completeling the song... I would rather play half a song well ... then a full song (window-breaking screech)! Thus, I on;y play half of every song - which then NOT GOOD!
Seems like a little too much to handle this time around. I reallie have to get focuz on all the work! No time left to play!!?! Yes, I sudden reminder to eat - gastric is not getting any better!
For all of u out there.. struggling! U are not alone. I'm struggling too ... so let's struggle together ... with God was our comfort =0)
princess maddie.
